I don't know what to think...
c your name always come up on my wall's side
day by day
borne such kind euphoria in me
the mixture of passion and a guilty feeling
daily chats we had
tender words u wrote
sent your affection'signals to my heart
made me flying without needed wings
forbidden happiness hurted me
torn apart between my hunger of u and
the fact that I hadn't right to make u mine
wish the time would take aside on me someday
wish Rabb gave me permission...
so I could have u walking beside me
see u expressing your tenderness
feel the warm of your hand holding mine
hear u talking softly about the things we like in common
comfort u when u getting hurt
hold u tight when u longing for support
whisper to your ear that I care
Rabb, I beg Your forgiveness....
(Sunday, 6.11.2011)
