[caption id="" align="aligncenter" width="422" caption="(ilustration: izismile.com)"][/caption] Have you ever felt a mini heart attack moment in your life? That moment when you realized that something didn't feel right. The moment when you feel a sudden adrenaline rush to your heart. A moment of numbness felt to your body. It felt like a very fast and sudden lightning struck your body. And you just stand still and your heart seemed to skip a beat. Your eyes wonder and your mind suddenly flew away. Your mind flew to the place or things that give the feeling 'something just doesn't feel right'. It was a mini heart attack moment. Not a real heart attack though. Here, let me describe some (only those I experienced), mini heart attack moments. When reached in your pocket, and realized your phone wasn't there! I had experience this few times. A situation that will surely give you a mini heart attack. The feeling of losing something important such as your cellphone, is the feeling you don't want to feel. Losing your cellphone or handphone may give you a blast of adrenaline. It creates fear and anxiety straight down to your very heart. It solidifies the moment, that you will act very quickly scrutinizing your whole body. You will check your trousers pockets. Or reach deep down to your backpack. Or just throwing out things you bring in your backpack. Actions you do that will necessarily locate the missing cellphone. Whilst, the fear and anxiety fasten your heart beat. The mini heart attack before it, really put you into the state of rush. You need to find your phone. When you went to the parking spot, your vehicle just wasn't there. It will feel like hell if you don't see your parked motorcycle or car. The sudden rush of adrenaline will make a mini heart attack. Again, the feeling that will numb your body. Your mouth will be sour. Your body would tremble. Your hand palm will sweat the cold sweat. You feel fear is near and gulp down your heart. You remember you parked your motorcycle or car was right on that spot on the lot. But it wasn't there at the very moment you see. You had lost your vehicle. You act directly, zooming your eyes at every corner of the parking lot. You scrutinize every inch of the lot. You shook your head in sheer panic to spot out your vehicle. Then you asked people around of the existence of your vehicle. You asked and asked. The mini heart attack you felt, drove in crazily o locate your vehicle. When you realized you left your presentation file in another flash disk. The mini heart attack moment happen in your workplace or school, as you brought the wrong flash. You happened to save your Power Point presentation file in different flash disk. As you had already stood on the stage. And people stared and waited what you will do next, but you just was zombified. As you saw in your flash or laptop, the file just wasn't there. Your look just empty. The adrenaline was just bursting toward your heart. Your mind crazed. You were panic. You was stupefied. People were waiting for your next step. But your mind and body just wanted to locate the file. Your finger on the mouse was just clicking any folders. You searched and opened any PPT files you found. Your laptop is being pushed to its outmost performance. It should find and locate your file. You opened many windows and files. Your laptop was screaming the utmost performance. Whilst, your mind and body was overwhelmed by the multitasking action you did. The action of fear and hindering shame in front of people. You just don't want to repeat these mini heart attack moments. Had you once? Regards, Solo, 10 May 2014 09:50 am