then it all feels good
with biased jokes
from obscurity
which underpins all clarity
myself getting weaker
for all acknowledgment
which I've always avoided
for the sake of a true encounter
love, I'm just going home
in all this nothingness
I hope you find me
because I'm afraid of the longing that ensnares
who is clad in all the beauty, which imprisons the heart
run turned against the flow of circumstances
for the sake of romance to Sang Hayyu
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16 October 2018