If you ever thought like this....
"I don't know how much time I throw away.. I can't stop that time .
Feeling regret is not a good thing, but I do that...
When seeing people better than me, and I feel "what have I done so far?"
They can do it, why don't I ..."
You know, that's a dumbest thoughts, I guess..
Actually you've struggled so far, it's cool.
If you look at it from another side, there're many people who aren't as lucky as you.
You'll only be affected by bad things, if you only look at things that you shouldn't see.
Maybe if you were still grumbled, it wouldn't make things better, would it?
Time keeps going, if you're aware.