Like plants which do not expect to its environment
That's me
I've never thought to stand hereÂ
This is the choice of the life that suddenly happen
I try to accept it but, it is so hard
This is just about an expired dream
I've never forgotten that dream
That dream makes me daydreaming highly
But, if I look back on what happened in the past
I choose to cut my life-
Because I could not reach the dream
It becomes a big question in my mind
Why I am too weak, too sad, and give up easily
I very embarrassed about it
I must lean towards the Allah
And grateful for all the destiny that has been set by the Allah
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Puisi ini ditulis di tahun 2014 menggunakan laptop pertama says bermerk Toshiba
Puisi ini didasari oleh perasaan yang tidak bisa meraih mimpi untuk dapat masuk kampus yang sangat diidam-idamkan
